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Sunday, January 28, 2007

hi there..
i m absolutely effing pissed!
hu else ve i gt here 2 be pissed with?
ma guardians of cuz!urgh..
yest morn..a sober sat morn..
i gt a call frm ma dad..screaming his ass off!
k...lemme elaborate..on fri..tts india's republic day btw..a public holiday..
i went out 4 a movie..Parzania..akshara's mom acted in it..n won sum national award
in a film festival..n she specially asked me 2 go watch it..
so i said ok wen aksh asked me if she shall bk tix 4 me too.
n tt too wif ma guradians permission dammit..i nv go out..rarely..
n hv nv wit ma sch ppl..i always say no!bleah!
unfortunately..on ma way 2 e theatre at 7 in e evening..mom called...
she was shocked tt i was travelling alone at nite..
its frigging hell juz 7 man..!
den she was so worried tt she called me back aft half an hr 2 check if i hv reached..
it tk me a lotta convincing 2 calm ma mom..
saying tt aksh will drop me off n stuff..which she did at ard 11..right outside ma doorstep immediately aft e movie!
n lks like she didden slp tt nite..gettin all worried bt me..gosh..

den i had this junior frm ma sch hu called me up n she was sobbing on e pone..
looks like she gt bulied or something..
so tts an unavoidable call..had 2 console her..
cm on..i dun go out..immediate aft sch e sch bus drops me off..i cum back n mug..
n i m gettin so sick of ma uncle n aunt..staring at their miserable faces every damn day.
u noe wat tt SOB uncle of mine had told ma dad on sat morn b4 passin me e ph?
tt they are worried bt me..gg out n hanging ard with ma sch ppl at night..
n tt i use e phone too much!n tt he's alr tried tellin me 2 cut down on ma ph..
but i dun listen..(which is so bloddy hell nt true..such an exaggeration)..
n tt i dun realise e impt of e money tt ma dad's spending on me..blah blah blah..
kiss ma arse!

u noe phone's like a really sensitive topic in ma hse..lol
those close 2 me will know e prob..
ya i used 2 be a ph addict..but nt here!
n wen ma uncle exaggerates until liddat..
ma dad totally believes him..omg..
god save moi!
phew..i can still hear ma dad's blastinin ma ears..
look hu i hv gt..haunting me even in india..haha..
so ya..wat makes it even more uncomfortable..is..
hw can i live with ma aunt n uncle hum i despise so much 4 another yr?
urgh..he cld hv atleast told me if he was unhappy dammit..nt like i dun study or anything..all ma
extras only cum aft ma studies..
k.think i m done boiling..urgh..they act so nice in front of me..
damn this time..he's really gt on ma nerves!

haiz..k..nvm..4geddit..i hear tt math's cuming over on e 17th!yay...!:D:D:D
great news..
i dun think i can cover my economics syllabus by may..
another great worry of mine..dunnoe wat i m gonna do..gettin worried..
n aft i m done posting this entry..
i m gonna mail anderson junior college to withdraw ma vacancy..
i m sure there r a lot of others hu r dying 2 get in2 ajc..
so i dun wanna hold back their chances..
haiz..nw this means tt i m officially no more an ajcian..sad!
really..
k den..tc guys;)

ma ee ya hee ;

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

hey peeps!hw hv ya all been?eh..sch start alr..all bcum very busy ah?i dun feel so updated anymore..haha..
anyways..i shall still keep u all updated on my part..

sch's a killer n damn boring!..i hv to analyse a great deal of shit on this guy(pic by e side) in sum wierdo language by this pain in e ass guy called 'shakespeare'!
tts Henry the fifth btw..
he's such a bore!its nowhr near romeo n juliet or king lear or twelfth night!
u frigging hell gotta memorise his war speeches..n e whole damn bk is on him..

when he ate..
what he said..
when he went to slp..
when he shit..
n what e hell he did!
i m sooo gettin sick of him..

my econs tests r nt gg so well actualli..in every test ma marks keep gettin lower n lower..lol..
tmr e whole sch's gg 2 e british council 2 use e library..
but i ve decided 2 stay behind 2 catch hold of e english teacher who's like so damn busy all e time..

e last yr o lvl batch's results r out..dey did pretty ok..all gt e marks dey deserve..i think..those hu worked hard did well..n dose hu didden screwed up..lol..but no one failed..thank god..so nw one of e guys amrul's nw in A lvl nw tt he's cleared his O's..pretty ok guy..but onli e guy's population keeps increasing in A lvls..e gurls population stubbornly remains at 4!lol..but sadly e highest grade 4 eng is a miserable D!gettin scared..cuz 4 law..eng is damn impt right..haiz..n i heard this rumor tt 4 indian students dey usualli dun give more than a C..juz hope tt it really is a mere rumor..

went 2 sch last sat all by maself..haha..so proud 2 say tt i noe ma way ard e city..think i will be gg every sat..tts wen i can catch hold of all e teachers..n its pretty fun too..no one ard..teachers n onli e hostel kids..but i usualli hv company..cuz carol also has 2 finish syllabus by june..she's is even greater shit than me..n she stays like realli far..n dosen cum 2 sch almost all e time..n cums on saturdays 2 pester e teachers..beeging dem 2 cover syllabus..haha..

munisa's grandad's passed away..poor thing..e girl was devastated..she's gone off 4 his funeral n will only return on mon..she's realli nice..no politics or what so ever wit her..realli genuine kid..

read pav's blog..on her NUS trip wit marc n her bro...so gd!if i was dere..i wld prolly hv gone..haiz..sad!nthin more actualli..so ya..pls pls do update..think bt this realli nice..sweet n amazing girl here in india once in a while..lol..tc guys;)

ma ee ya hee ;

Thursday, January 18, 2007

hey guys..
so much has been gg on since i last blogged..
i always cant log on 2 blogger frm ma net cafe!
damn sad la..hmm..so here's e short recap..

mom called last night..n told me tt ma dad's signed this contract to go off 2 work in saudi 4 a yr..
he's worked there for like 8 years b4..but still..
now..ma family's gonna be so split..mom n bro in spore..dad in saudi..daughter in india..
awww..but will still only be seein ma dad aft a yr..it doesen matter 2 me..
but ma mom..she's nt gonna hv anyone 2 nag at anymore..
nw tt its onlly gonna be her n ma bro..
kinda miss her..a lot!..haha
told me dey r planing 2 move b4 ma dad leaves..which will be a mth's time!
dey r lookin 4 a hse n tampines..pretty vigorously..tts like so far frm yishun!haiz..

i actualli gt a chance 2 watch e movie 'guru' n 'pokkiri' with both their
directors: mani ratnam n prabhu deva..together wit the kamal hassan family!lol..
tts cuz i gt invited by akshara 2 watch the movie with her family at sum private screening thing..
she even volunteered 2 translate guru frm hindi 2 tamil 4 me..lol
one of e director, mani ratnam is related 2 her..n e other prabhu deva..well..her dad kinda worked wit
him b4..tts pretty exciting stuff..but i mean hu can concentrate on e movie wit all those famous ppl ard man..lol..but i said no 2 both cuz of e cuming back prob..dey all always go hv dinner aft e movie..
by e time its over it..i can prolly onli go back hme at 1 in e morn n ma guradians will freak!
so ya..tts sad!but its okie..

next navin came over!man..tt guy's a gem..
went 4 lunch at this chinese restaurant here beside ma place..i kinda like e food dere..
hope he liked it too..den went 2 watch a movie..den went 2 beach..ate pani poori n bhel poori there..
n we saw 'kili josium'(indian fortune telling suff) ..;)
mine was pretty wierd..it said,sumthing tt i hope will happen will happen in a month's time..
it also said tt dere will be changes in whr i stay this yr n stuff..which is so true..
but navin's one was pretty ok..e guy was pretty freaked cuz he's gettin his a lvl results n stuff..belive it anot..its e first time i hv gone out alone out of my area..
so gotta thank him 4 lettin me explore with him..haha..

n den..sch!its gettin tiring..actualli..there's a lotta shit gg on..haiz..
e sch is too tiny 4 its own gd..i juz wanna concentrate on ma studies at e moment..
so i m keepin everything aside 4 e time being..
try nt 2 get involved in e politics..but e kids her r pretty distracting..
dey r all like so darn rich..dey dun hv 2 study at all..
their dad's hv money tt can last their generations n many more 2 come..haha..
n so dey kinda call u out a lot..call 2 chat on e ph..constantly msg n stuff..
dun realli know hw 2 turn dem down..cuz i m new n stuff..so i m juz learning 2 tackle
everything at one go..but its pretty okie..i m gd terms with all e girls..
e guys r a lil off..buts its nt bad..

been feeling realli troubled these days..
n e onli ppl that i wanna share ma troubles with are a million miles away...
tc guys!;)

ma ee ya hee ;

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

hey peeps!
nw here's my reflecting back on yr 2006 session..haha..guess its a lil late..
but hey..u gotta be in 2007 2 be reflectin back on 06 anyways..
kk..lame excuse!
hmmm.....
its been by far e most happening year in my life!(tts 17 yrs btw)
i dun mean tt all of it was wonderful..dun get fooled by e term 'happening'..
firstly..it was e first yr tt i ever went 2 wk n gt sum cash of my own..
i had a shit load of freedom starting frm e beggining of e yr itself..lol
did tons of shoppin n stuff..first 3 mths was fun on its own wit pav n stuff..:D
den came my 'o' lvl results..which i was very please with..considerin e amt of effort tt i put it...lol
n it really made me get sum respect frm my parents..
t kinda changed my relationship with my parents as a whole actualli..
den came my fantabulous life in ajc!
i knew literally no one dere..
k..xcept maybe arifah n shi qian la..
but still..but my yr in ajc was unfogettable!
2306 n TLDDS..i really met sum great friends there..
many whom i m sure will cum with me 4 a lifetime..:D
i miss them loads nw..
den came e promos!
which was really saddening..
acadamically..it was like lets say..hmm..by far e worst yr..lol
but i guess it all happened 4 a reason cuz i m doin pretty gd here..
i need this kinda attention actualli..tho it has its disadvatages as well..
den came my dad's decision..gdbye 2 spore :'(
n hello 2 india!
if i really lk at it i a positive light..
i can bravely say tt this has brought abt only gd stuff..
it has made me a much stronger person..n its an xperience tt
many might nv hv..my guradians r pretty okie..anyways..i will be back soon..its juz a yr!
(tts hw i always convince myself)lol..
even b4 e end of 2006 something really interesting happened..which i will tell u all wen e
right time comes..:D

so anyways..sch's started!n still i was e onli girl till on monday..haha
all e girls started calling me up 2 apologise cuz they r all still rotting in paradise
(their holiday destinations)..haha..
finally..on monday..2 of e 3 came..n today carol came back frm her holiday 2 e maldives..hw cool..haiz..
n lk where i was..rotting here!mugging..but shall save my holiday 4 later..lol
anyways..my cousin's family frm the states were here a few days back..
n guess hu she brought along?
lol..her american mix irish fiance..haha..
i m gonna hv an american bro-i-law..nt bad..hope mom
lets me go 4 their wedding once my exams r over..

n guess wat guys?acadamic shock!i m gonna hv 2 take my english n economics 'A' lvl
exams in june!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ts like so damn crazy!but i m left choiceless cuz there r no papers available 4 these subjects in jan 2008!oh my..i m screwed!so i basically hv 5 months 2 whacks these subjects like crazy!
pls guys..pray 4 me..cuz i think i m i pretty bad shape!
i m especially scared 4 my english!

juz saw navin's mail btw..he's cuming tmr,wednesday..
so we will prolly meet on fri or sat.he said wateva's convinient me..
hw sweet of him..lol..
oh..n pls do tell me about hw e new yr in sch is guys..
i wish i was there 2 see e juniors n stuff..damn i nv get 2 c
e sec sch kids during 1st 3 mths..
i myself nv went 4 1st 3mths rmb?lol..so i gt no idea bt it!
heard frm shu yi n rama tt there's a new maths teacher..hv fun 2306!lol..
well..even so..if i was there..i wld ve been a junior myself huh?sad!
skipping orientation n stuff..haiz..really glad 2 know tt marc n priya promoted:)
pls pdate me on stuff n do tc guys;)

ma ee ya hee ;