aint no saint

2007-05-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

fuck it!
this account is not gonna be in use anymore..i will mail...msg or call moi friends..
or will cum online..
no more blogs 4 me..
if i do revive this thing..
will let u all knw...
till den! tc guys..

2007-05-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

hi guys..
its kinda late here..
cudden slp!
nthin much..did my 1st pp..
was an unexpected ques..but think i did ok...
lol..juz read thru exemplar A essays..
impossible 4 me 2 reach that standard..
prolly a B or C!
haha..been doing literary criticism..
i really enjoy it...
no more novels 4 me..i m gonna finish all e classics 1st..
n den onli move on 2 novels..
gotta check out wat the best of english has gt 2 offer..
e syllabus here is so damn diff!

aniwaes..lotsa ppl turning 18 huh?
i hv made up my mind 2 catch up wit a lotta ppl wen i get back..
esp esp..nesha,nat,joanne,zhen hong,hidhir,stan and the rest of my sec sch mates
4/9 clsmates..wanna organise a reunion which i nv did..
whhoopppsss...
haiz..gt another 2 exams on tues..1 really prepared but e other which
holds much more weightage i m totally blank on..
my bro's grown up a loiit actualli..haha..
he sounds so much more mature..

aniwaes..every1's commenting on my yindian accent..haha
actualli i dun hv an accent ok..lol..
lost my lahs n lohz..but gt a kinda flat accent rite nw..
mix of australian..britsh..sri lankan n yindian accent has had a neutral effect
on my singapore accent n made it kinda flat..
wait till i get back my singaporean accent..
all this rojak accent aso kinda fun...
hmmm...wat else?yup..my A's on tues n i watched
2 movies today..haha..pw ah!
lol..hope dad's nt reading this entry..

k den..bb guys..gtg!
n thanks to all those hu hv wished me luck!
thank u so much!feels realli gd 2 know that there
r ppl hu actualli give a damn bt hw bad i did e paper..
haha..luv ya all lots lots lots my sweeetiiee pies!

2007-05-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

hey guys...
i know i haven blogged in ages!
yup..very very guilty..
but i think mine kinda much more updated than mathangi's..
lol..
hmmm....exams in 5 days...english pp 1st...
now in another aunt's place..
i keep sihfting man..
but i aint gonna gruble bt anything..
not even bt exams...
of cuz..m shit scared!
but that's a different issue..

i haven been keeping in touch wit a lotta ppl..
guess all of this is gona get back 2 me wen i get back hme
(did tt sentence mk sense?)
might be moving to AMK..
parents kinda falling in love with that place..
but things not confirmed..
either way i dun care..
as long as i can still reach yishun in max 30to 40 mins
HAHA..dad's leaving 2 am in e morning..
mom's gonna miss him loads..
k gtg..will update tmr:D

2007-04-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys...
whassup?!
i knoe..i knoe...haha...its damn shocking that i hv been made e head predect of
my sch..trust me!i m more shocked than anybody else..haha
for all those riversidians out there..rmb ma chairman n secretary times?!
lol..thoses were e days man..
hahahahah...aniwaes..i hv changed okie..LOL!
i think i can say tt i hv bcum kinda more responsible..lol..
n if I of all ppl hv been chosen head prefect u can imagine e state of all
the other students in ma sch...LOL!

k guys...nthin much..been mugging..
btu nt as hard as i used 2 i think..
hv started liking indian TV quite a bit u c..
tts e problemo!
but gotta start wking full speed...
this long weekend helped!
less than 50 damn more days 4 ma frigging A lvls!!!
wah...damn damn..nervous siah...
n i still gt 1.5 more units 2 cover in economics..
english aint so bad.
but gt so much 2 memorise!
n i hate doing that of all things!!!..urgh!!!
but hope everyuthing turn out fine..

exams frm may 17th to june 25th!
aft tat tking 2 weeks hols n g 2 visit ma grandparents...
yay!cant wait...
k guys....dun think i will cum online 4 quite sum time...
but can u beieve it.
i wil actualli be shifting ma things 2 another aunt's place 2 days b4 ma
a lvls!cuz this aunt's gg outta town!
k..shd be able 2 manage i think...
navin's enrolling in2 NS it seems...
seriously..thats fast man...
means all ma seniors shd be enrolling sometime soon as well...
haiz..k kewl...nw gtg!
keep me updated....
tc guys;)

great day!

2007-03-28T20:07:00.001+08:00

Here are some pics 2 give u guys a rough idea of wats happening here..

anyways.i m so glad bt e kinda person i've become!

urgh..u noe 4 e first time i actually brought myself 2 thrash someone straight

2 his face!

i nv hv..cld nv bring myself 2..guess most of it is pity!..dun wanna

hurt no1..but today!

man..it felt gd dammit..n he deserved it!so totally did!

all the staff were watching me..but no1 said a damn thing..

actually every1 were too shocked 2 open their mouth..

at e same time cudden help laughing cuz he so totally deserved it!

e reaction was kinda funny..

phew..n e best part was..i didden know i cld insult

some1 so much without uttering a single vulgarity..not bad!

oher than that..nothing much..i 4gt math's bday!

hw cld i?!?!man..i was plannning send her a birthday card all!

n i haven been checkin ma mail 4 so long so missed e

friendster reminder summore!

aniwaes..been made e head prefect of my sch..

they hv started tis new assembly of prefects..

its a small sch but it will reflect nice on ma testimonial..

but its really shocking that i was chosen considering tt i m a

pretty new student n all...

but yup..i aint complaining..

n e work load is nothing!haha..

m good frens wit e teacher in charge..

so i get him 2 do most of e work..

k guys..keep those mails coming..n tc..shall post more pics e next time ya!

luv ya all loads!n yup..principal's princy here..tc guys;)

great day!

2007-03-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

Here are some pics 2 give u guys a rough idea of wats happening here..

anyways.i m so glad bt e kinda person i've become!

urgh..u noe 4 e first time i actually brought myself 2 thrash someone straight

2 his face!

i nv hv..cld nv bring myself 2..guess most of it is pity!..dun wanna

hurt no1..but today!

man..it felt gd dammit..n he deserved it!so totally did!

all the staff were watching me..but no1 said a damn thing..

actually every1 were too shocked 2 open their mouth..

at e same time cudden help laughing cuz he so totally deserved it!

e reaction was kinda funny..

phew..n e best part was..i didden know i cld insult

some1 so much without uttering a single vulgarity..not bad!

oher than that..nothing much..i 4gt math's bday!

hw cld i?!?!man..i was plannning send her a birthday card all!

n i haven been checkin ma mail 4 so long so missed e

friendster reminder summore!

aniwaes..been made e head prefect of my sch..

they hv started tis new assembly of prefects..

its a small sch but it will reflect nice on ma testimonial..

but its really shocking that i was chosen considering tt i m a

pretty new student n all...

but yup..i aint complaining..

n e work load is nothing!haha..

m good frens wit e teacher in charge..

so i get him 2 do most of e work..

k guys..keep those mails coming..n tc..shall post more pics e next time ya!

luv ya all loads!n yup..principal's princy here..tc guys;)

2007-03-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

Thank u so much 4 all those tags guys...
feels really gd 2 noe t i hv so many pl hu actuali give a damn bt hw
my eng lit n econs is coming along..lol!
realli appreciate it..
i onli wish i knew hu anonymous was..lol..;)
btw no specific reason 4 putting up chicken lil
skin okie..haha..juz cuz ts so adorable n ma favourite
animated character!

today is ma brother's bday..
e 1st one of his tt i m missing!
i sent him a card wit sum pics tt my sch VP tk on tt cookin day
passed it 2 e school clerk 2 help me post it on mon..
he shd be gettin it soon..

juz read ramnath's mail..
omg..dey r so detailed..it rocks..
he gives me e best updates ever..
sumtimes it lks like he juz writes all those things like in a journal..
but its more like he's talking 2 e wall..
cuz i nv reply..oopppss..:D
but tts cuz it tkes me atleast an hr n a half 2 finish readin all ma mails..
n all those friendster stuff..
sendin ppl bday testimonials once in a while..
so yup..ramnaths..tho i ve no right asking u 2 do tis..
but..'keep those mails coming!'

my preparations r gg ok..
hmmm...wat more can i say?
haiz...but since e last time i updated i hv been mainly doing english...
e a lvl results of e students hu wrote in jan came yest..
munisa..this really smart gurl..wrote 3 accounting papers..
n she gt like 90%!
but another fella hu wrote e paper flunked..
but it was kinda expected cuz he's frm tamil medium n his english's nt so strong..
nithyan this guy frm UK..gt A,B n C for his 3 maths papers..
but he missed a A n B by 1 mark each..if nt wld've been AAB..
so he's sending it 4 revaluation..
n finally..aroah!he's really smart..
but he gt himself in2 shit loads of probs b4 his exams..
nt concentrating..he wrote 9 pps..3 in bio,chem n phy..
n he flunked 5 of it..which is so sad n miserable...
but i dun feel pity 4 him..long story..
so munisa's like e star pupil of e sch nw wit her 90%..lol..

mahdia..this kid frm new zealand..
been cutting herself n shit cuz wen she's here
her boyfren's been playin on her back in NZ..
poor kid..she's so depressed..
i juz spoke 2 her stepdad 2 get her back 2 NZ asap..
n kat is doing english lit in O lvls..
so she gets all these notes n stuff sent frm her family in england..
so it realli hepls me a lot!
dunno wat i will do without her..
she cant wait 2 finish her O's in may n get back 2 london
2 join e prestigious Abbey's girls sch..
haiz..smart kid..gg sumwhr better off 2 do her A lvls..

e principal's asked me 2 stop tking maths n phy till
i finish ma exams in june..
n since i do econs on my own..
i onli go 2 sch 4 english basically..
which is such a waste of time cuz ppl nv
lemme study durin ma free hrs...
n i m so pissed wit e princy cuz aft i almost finish ma short stories bk..
he came up 2 me on monday n told me tt he's changed
e book..cuz this is supposedly better!
wth..
hmmm...actualli tt's all frm ma side..
i noe all of u r really busy...
so wk hard n go full steam ahead if u r doin ur A's any time soon..
tc guys!

2007-03-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

So many have told me..complained to me..cried to me about stress
and depression..but nv did i think it wld catch hold of me too..
i feel thrashed n bashed frm all sides..
its getting to me..
i cant slp at night..
i keep thinking..bt too many things n constantly get myself confused!

how m i gonna finish my economics syllabus by june?
its impossible..n i ve to do everything myself..
i use 5 textbooks..sit with my syllabus specifications n write my own notes..
only if i m completed wit ma notes can i sit down 2 study cuz
i dun hv a fixed textbook tt has everything!
my syllabus is scattered everywhr..e sch juz dumped all these 5 bks on me
wit e syallabus specifications..
n i still hv 70% of e syllabus unfinished..
cuz b4 this my teacher refused to let me tk things in2 my hands..
n insisted on her bloody slow teaching n took 2 months juz 2 finishing one
miserable unit..nw i hv 2 finish like 4 units in 2 months...
e prescribed timing for this 1.5 yrs course is that
i shd finish one unit in 3 months..
nw i ve 2 finish it in 2 weeks!

my parents r spending so soo sooo much!
juz got my fee structure 4 econs n eng papers..
6 units each..e didgits i hv e pay to london
university n e british council of india is enuf 2
give any parent a shock..haiz..
e guilt is killing me..
n doing my subjects in such a rushed manner..
i dun think i can guarantee them gd results..
i m getting really scared..

wat kinda deep shit hv i gt myself in2?!?!?!

n english is damn difficult..
all about langage and stylistic feature analysation..
n literature..henry e fifth..e importance of being earnest
by oscar wilde..short stories(ard 30 of dem) by somerset maugham..
urgh..!!
i heard ajc gt 40% all 'A's..
even scarier to think tt i gotta compete wit all these ppl back hme
hu r doing so well..
mom n dad r gettin really worried as well..
e guilt is Fing hell..enuf to slit my throat n hang me 4 e vultures 2 eat up!

pray 4 me guys!my exams start on may 22nd..
n dun be pissed if i dun reply 2 ur mails or dun update so often..
i alr owe a lotta ppl apologies..
tc!

2007-02-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

holy mother of god..
this is e second time i m typin this post..
previous post gt deleted!!!

oh man..it was such a long long post..n i 4gt most of which i typed summore..lol..
k nvm...shall nt let technology get on ma nerves..
hw hv ya all been?
its almost been a mth since i updated...
tts bad!lol..

1 of e main reasons 4 this is cuz a few weeks back i called pav n math..
n ended up talkin 2 almost all e aj makkals..
e whole time..
i was juz wishin tt i was dere n tt e convo cld go on 4eva!
so bcame all emo n home sick 4 a while aft hearin every1's voices..
so tot its best i dun cum online 4 a while..
aniwaes..pav called today morn frm her mom's place..
gosh..miss her tons..

n i c tt a lotta ppl are turning 18!
prash..sasha..suren..shini..rags..
happy bday ppl!
nt fair..i juzturned 17 a couple of mths back..n every's alr 18!wth..
hard 2 catch up man..
but i m one of e oldest in ma sch here..cuz indian kids start sch really early..

lots of stuff's been gg on..
ma sch had this cooking thingy 4 all e high sch students..
we had 2 cook 4 e whole sch includin e teachers n e security guard which was a mere 110 ppl..
e A lvl gurls did e dessert!fruit salad wit ice cream which was a huge hit!
e day was so fun..
n there's finally a new girl in A lvl..
name is abinaya..
4 those hu know e tamil actor parthiban n actress seetha..
yup..its their 1st daughter..
she's kinda nice n all..nt too bad..

i hv so many pics tt i wanna upload but sadly ma USB went MIA!
gotta get one of those card readers..
but juz dunno where 2 geddit here..
i m stayin over in another aunt's place of mine for this week cuz
ma guardians r gg out of town 4 week..
e travellin journey is kind long here.
but e van drive is really fun wit ma cls guys..
like a few days ago wen we stopped e van 2 get sum coke..
we found this really adorable cat...
n named it 'snitch'..
onli 8 of us in e van actualli..

n ma studies is starting 2 get really stressful..
eng n econs exams in 3 mths!
this is ridiculous!
N 75% OF E SYLLABUS IS NT COVERED YET!!!
hw crazy is tt?
i wish e sch understood e urgency..
i have 2 do everything on ma own..
den y on earth m i paying so much to this sch?
its ok..4geddit..dun wanna ramble here too..

hmm..wat else..oh ya..math is here in ndia..
but she's still nt called me up yet..
no mail..no tag..e last time i called she was real busy too..
but i dunno her situation..so nvm..
juz heard recently that her mom had a terrible accident..
hope she's fine..was surprised tt she still came 2 india..

my stay with this aunt is over today..
sad..cuz she n ma cousins are really nice n fun ppl..

tts it 4 nw..pls do keep me updated n tc guys..;)

2007-01-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

hi there..
i m absolutely effing pissed!
hu else ve i gt here 2 be pissed with?
ma guardians of cuz!urgh..
yest morn..a sober sat morn..
i gt a call frm ma dad..screaming his ass off!
k...lemme elaborate..on fri..tts india's republic day btw..a public holiday..
i went out 4 a movie..Parzania..akshara's mom acted in it..n won sum national award
in a film festival..n she specially asked me 2 go watch it..
so i said ok wen aksh asked me if she shall bk tix 4 me too.
n tt too wif ma guradians permission dammit..i nv go out..rarely..
n hv nv wit ma sch ppl..i always say no!bleah!
unfortunately..on ma way 2 e theatre at 7 in e evening..mom called...
she was shocked tt i was travelling alone at nite..
its frigging hell juz 7 man..!
den she was so worried tt she called me back aft half an hr 2 check if i hv reached..
it tk me a lotta convincing 2 calm ma mom..
saying tt aksh will drop me off n stuff..which she did at ard 11..right outside ma doorstep immediately aft e movie!
n lks like she didden slp tt nite..gettin all worried bt me..gosh..

den i had this junior frm ma sch hu called me up n she was sobbing on e pone..
looks like she gt bulied or something..
so tts an unavoidable call..had 2 console her..
cm on..i dun go out..immediate aft sch e sch bus drops me off..i cum back n mug..
n i m gettin so sick of ma uncle n aunt..staring at their miserable faces every damn day.
u noe wat tt SOB uncle of mine had told ma dad on sat morn b4 passin me e ph?
tt they are worried bt me..gg out n hanging ard with ma sch ppl at night..
n tt i use e phone too much!n tt he's alr tried tellin me 2 cut down on ma ph..
but i dun listen..(which is so bloddy hell nt true..such an exaggeration)..
n tt i dun realise e impt of e money tt ma dad's spending on me..blah blah blah..
kiss ma arse!

u noe phone's like a really sensitive topic in ma hse..lol
those close 2 me will know e prob..
ya i used 2 be a ph addict..but nt here!
n wen ma uncle exaggerates until liddat..
ma dad totally believes him..omg..
god save moi!
phew..i can still hear ma dad's blastinin ma ears..
look hu i hv gt..haunting me even in india..haha..
so ya..wat makes it even more uncomfortable..is..
hw can i live with ma aunt n uncle hum i despise so much 4 another yr?
urgh..he cld hv atleast told me if he was unhappy dammit..nt like i dun study or anything..all ma
extras only cum aft ma studies..
k.think i m done boiling..urgh..they act so nice in front of me..
damn this time..he's really gt on ma nerves!

haiz..k..nvm..4geddit..i hear tt math's cuming over on e 17th!yay...!:D:D:D
great news..
i dun think i can cover my economics syllabus by may..
another great worry of mine..dunnoe wat i m gonna do..gettin worried..
n aft i m done posting this entry..
i m gonna mail anderson junior college to withdraw ma vacancy..
i m sure there r a lot of others hu r dying 2 get in2 ajc..
so i dun wanna hold back their chances..
haiz..nw this means tt i m officially no more an ajcian..sad!
really..
k den..tc guys;)

2007-01-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!hw hv ya all been?eh..sch start alr..all bcum very busy ah?i dun feel so updated anymore..haha..
anyways..i shall still keep u all updated on my part..

sch's a killer n damn boring!..i hv to analyse a great deal of shit on this guy(pic by e side) in sum wierdo language by this pain in e ass guy called 'shakespeare'!
tts Henry the fifth btw..
he's such a bore!its nowhr near romeo n juliet or king lear or twelfth night!
u frigging hell gotta memorise his war speeches..n e whole damn bk is on him..

when he ate..
what he said..
when he went to slp..
when he shit..
n what e hell he did!
i m sooo gettin sick of him..

my econs tests r nt gg so well actualli..in every test ma marks keep gettin lower n lower..lol..
tmr e whole sch's gg 2 e british council 2 use e library..
but i ve decided 2 stay behind 2 catch hold of e english teacher who's like so damn busy all e time..

e last yr o lvl batch's results r out..dey did pretty ok..all gt e marks dey deserve..i think..those hu worked hard did well..n dose hu didden screwed up..lol..but no one failed..thank god..so nw one of e guys amrul's nw in A lvl nw tt he's cleared his O's..pretty ok guy..but onli e guy's population keeps increasing in A lvls..e gurls population stubbornly remains at 4!lol..but sadly e highest grade 4 eng is a miserable D!gettin scared..cuz 4 law..eng is damn impt right..haiz..n i heard this rumor tt 4 indian students dey usualli dun give more than a C..juz hope tt it really is a mere rumor..

went 2 sch last sat all by maself..haha..so proud 2 say tt i noe ma way ard e city..think i will be gg every sat..tts wen i can catch hold of all e teachers..n its pretty fun too..no one ard..teachers n onli e hostel kids..but i usualli hv company..cuz carol also has 2 finish syllabus by june..she's is even greater shit than me..n she stays like realli far..n dosen cum 2 sch almost all e time..n cums on saturdays 2 pester e teachers..beeging dem 2 cover syllabus..haha..

munisa's grandad's passed away..poor thing..e girl was devastated..she's gone off 4 his funeral n will only return on mon..she's realli nice..no politics or what so ever wit her..realli genuine kid..

read pav's blog..on her NUS trip wit marc n her bro...so gd!if i was dere..i wld prolly hv gone..haiz..sad!nthin more actualli..so ya..pls pls do update..think bt this realli nice..sweet n amazing girl here in india once in a while..lol..tc guys;)

2007-01-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
so much has been gg on since i last blogged..
i always cant log on 2 blogger frm ma net cafe!
damn sad la..hmm..so here's e short recap..

mom called last night..n told me tt ma dad's signed this contract to go off 2 work in saudi 4 a yr..
he's worked there for like 8 years b4..but still..
now..ma family's gonna be so split..mom n bro in spore..dad in saudi..daughter in india..
awww..but will still only be seein ma dad aft a yr..it doesen matter 2 me..
but ma mom..she's nt gonna hv anyone 2 nag at anymore..
nw tt its onlly gonna be her n ma bro..
kinda miss her..a lot!..haha
told me dey r planing 2 move b4 ma dad leaves..which will be a mth's time!
dey r lookin 4 a hse n tampines..pretty vigorously..tts like so far frm yishun!haiz..

i actualli gt a chance 2 watch e movie 'guru' n 'pokkiri' with both their
directors: mani ratnam n prabhu deva..together wit the kamal hassan family!lol..
tts cuz i gt invited by akshara 2 watch the movie with her family at sum private screening thing..
she even volunteered 2 translate guru frm hindi 2 tamil 4 me..lol
one of e director, mani ratnam is related 2 her..n e other prabhu deva..well..her dad kinda worked wit
him b4..tts pretty exciting stuff..but i mean hu can concentrate on e movie wit all those famous ppl ard man..lol..but i said no 2 both cuz of e cuming back prob..dey all always go hv dinner aft e movie..
by e time its over it..i can prolly onli go back hme at 1 in e morn n ma guradians will freak!
so ya..tts sad!but its okie..

next navin came over!man..tt guy's a gem..
went 4 lunch at this chinese restaurant here beside ma place..i kinda like e food dere..
hope he liked it too..den went 2 watch a movie..den went 2 beach..ate pani poori n bhel poori there..
n we saw 'kili josium'(indian fortune telling suff) ..;)
mine was pretty wierd..it said,sumthing tt i hope will happen will happen in a month's time..
it also said tt dere will be changes in whr i stay this yr n stuff..which is so true..
but navin's one was pretty ok..e guy was pretty freaked cuz he's gettin his a lvl results n stuff..belive it anot..its e first time i hv gone out alone out of my area..
so gotta thank him 4 lettin me explore with him..haha..

n den..sch!its gettin tiring..actualli..there's a lotta shit gg on..haiz..
e sch is too tiny 4 its own gd..i juz wanna concentrate on ma studies at e moment..
so i m keepin everything aside 4 e time being..
try nt 2 get involved in e politics..but e kids her r pretty distracting..
dey r all like so darn rich..dey dun hv 2 study at all..
their dad's hv money tt can last their generations n many more 2 come..haha..
n so dey kinda call u out a lot..call 2 chat on e ph..constantly msg n stuff..
dun realli know hw 2 turn dem down..cuz i m new n stuff..so i m juz learning 2 tackle
everything at one go..but its pretty okie..i m gd terms with all e girls..
e guys r a lil off..buts its nt bad..

been feeling realli troubled these days..
n e onli ppl that i wanna share ma troubles with are a million miles away...
tc guys!;)

2007-01-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!
nw here's my reflecting back on yr 2006 session..haha..guess its a lil late..
but hey..u gotta be in 2007 2 be reflectin back on 06 anyways..
kk..lame excuse!
hmmm.....
its been by far e most happening year in my life!(tts 17 yrs btw)
i dun mean tt all of it was wonderful..dun get fooled by e term 'happening'..
firstly..it was e first yr tt i ever went 2 wk n gt sum cash of my own..
i had a shit load of freedom starting frm e beggining of e yr itself..lol
did tons of shoppin n stuff..first 3 mths was fun on its own wit pav n stuff..:D
den came my 'o' lvl results..which i was very please with..considerin e amt of effort tt i put it...lol
n it really made me get sum respect frm my parents..
t kinda changed my relationship with my parents as a whole actualli..
den came my fantabulous life in ajc!
i knew literally no one dere..
k..xcept maybe arifah n shi qian la..
but still..but my yr in ajc was unfogettable!
2306 n TLDDS..i really met sum great friends there..
many whom i m sure will cum with me 4 a lifetime..:D
i miss them loads nw..
den came e promos!
which was really saddening..
acadamically..it was like lets say..hmm..by far e worst yr..lol
but i guess it all happened 4 a reason cuz i m doin pretty gd here..
i need this kinda attention actualli..tho it has its disadvatages as well..
den came my dad's decision..gdbye 2 spore :'(
n hello 2 india!
if i really lk at it i a positive light..
i can bravely say tt this has brought abt only gd stuff..
it has made me a much stronger person..n its an xperience tt
many might nv hv..my guradians r pretty okie..anyways..i will be back soon..its juz a yr!
(tts hw i always convince myself)lol..
even b4 e end of 2006 something really interesting happened..which i will tell u all wen e
right time comes..:D

so anyways..sch's started!n still i was e onli girl till on monday..haha
all e girls started calling me up 2 apologise cuz they r all still rotting in paradise
(their holiday destinations)..haha..
finally..on monday..2 of e 3 came..n today carol came back frm her holiday 2 e maldives..hw cool..haiz..
n lk where i was..rotting here!mugging..but shall save my holiday 4 later..lol
anyways..my cousin's family frm the states were here a few days back..
n guess hu she brought along?
lol..her american mix irish fiance..haha..
i m gonna hv an american bro-i-law..nt bad..hope mom
lets me go 4 their wedding once my exams r over..

n guess wat guys?acadamic shock!i m gonna hv 2 take my english n economics 'A' lvl
exams in june!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ts like so damn crazy!but i m left choiceless cuz there r no papers available 4 these subjects in jan 2008!oh my..i m screwed!so i basically hv 5 months 2 whacks these subjects like crazy!
pls guys..pray 4 me..cuz i think i m i pretty bad shape!
i m especially scared 4 my english!

juz saw navin's mail btw..he's cuming tmr,wednesday..
so we will prolly meet on fri or sat.he said wateva's convinient me..
hw sweet of him..lol..
oh..n pls do tell me about hw e new yr in sch is guys..
i wish i was there 2 see e juniors n stuff..damn i nv get 2 c
e sec sch kids during 1st 3 mths..
i myself nv went 4 1st 3mths rmb?lol..so i gt no idea bt it!
heard frm shu yi n rama tt there's a new maths teacher..hv fun 2306!lol..
well..even so..if i was there..i wld ve been a junior myself huh?sad!
skipping orientation n stuff..haiz..really glad 2 know tt marc n priya promoted:)
pls pdate me on stuff n do tc guys;)

2006-12-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

hey guys..hw ve u all ben?i m over at my cousin's place nw..gonna stay here for 2 days..n he's gt this realli kewl comp..juz watched krrish..it won e best graphics award or something..n ma cousin worked in tt graphics team..its soooo kewl!!muz watch..tho i m sure tt most of u hv alr done tt..haha..dere's been a lot things gg on these days..stuff tt has quite a bit of influence in my life..hmm...lol..so anyway..went 2 a party yest nite tt my uncle frm US threw at a damn stylo hotel here...met all ma family all together at one place yest..n i gt so sick explaining 2 dem all y i m here..haha..felt like sum tape recorder tt kept getting played..lol..so anyways..keep me updated..i suppose all of u guys r real busy..sch's gonna start n new yr n stuff..

btw..i noe all e knowns,unknowns n enlightened ones in ma tagboad..haha..hw r u guys?n ya..miss all 3 of u loads..lol..n math n prash too..oh..n did i tell u pav called me frm her mom's shop..gosh!!!!i miss her voice so so so much..wish i had a good girlfren here 2 juz call up n tok all bt ma happenings at sch..n at e places i go to..tt's one of things i realli realli miss..n find it really hard 2 deal with..i did a lil too much of tt last time..nw i ve no way of doing it nw..haha..

n i feel like lately i hv been getting a lotta exposure to the film industry here..lol..one thing that i hv never realli mentioned to any of you is that my uncle actualli does direction..he's been the assistant director in about 20 movies..n nw he's giving direction a shot..n since he's done pretty successful movies b4,he's getting quite a number of projects..its so kewl..n another uncle of mine is actually a production manager..something like a producer..n ma cousin here is in e graphics industry as well..which means he actually has 2 work with the film crew giving them instructions on hw 2 do this shot to the director and stuff so that they can improve on it using graphics..so i usualli hv gr8 fun listening to all of them tlk about all their film ibdustry stories..

i hv quite a number of actor's kids as friends nw as well..so i get all the latest news on their parents..aunt's n uncle's projects..n akshara n here sister,sruthi who is doing music in los angels just presented some award at some really big award ceremony..to a really famous music director..she juz msged me yest..n i saw her pic in the papers..nt bad..haha..

so ya..tts it 4 nw guys..i will call a number of you on new year..n btw rama i gt ur msg..e one frm..'aasma.com'..it works..lol..k den..miss u all loads n keep me updated ..tc guys...

2006-12-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiii..back!first of all wld like to wish u all "A MERRY CHRISTMAS"...
christmas in a few hrs..its nt as grand here as it is back hme..but nt too bad..
haha..juz read navin's mail..he's cuming over on jan 10th..yay!m finally gonna meet a familiar face.!nthin much has happened since e last time i blogged..

k..i gotta admit it..e guys here r a lil xtreme!remember e kiran guy i was tokin bt?i barely know him n he's alr proposed..n he's frigging younger than me!..no way!den he assumed tt i n aroah had sumthing gg on n convinced ro 2 propose 2 me in front of him..both were over at aroah's place..sittin on e same bed n msgin me..but both doesen noe wat e other msges..so anyway..despite aroah tellin him tt there was nthin gg on..he insisted tt dere was..so me n aroah played a game against him..aroah said he liked me n pretended 2 propose n i pretended 2 reject juz to shut him up..its pretty funny nw tt i think bt it..sorry if u dun really understand guys..but had 2 write bt it sumwhr..

cant wait 4 sch 2 reopen..cuz its realli borin at hme!can u believe it?dey dun hv a free sms policy here..haiz..damn sad la..means i m paying tons 4 my messages alone..hv alr topped up ma prepaid card 3 times in a wk!haha..so anyway..hv decided nt to get distracted unnecessarily n get down 2 sum serious business..i was asked 2 do a bk review 4 eng hw..n i did it on e book tt ms siti gv me..'tuesdays with morrie'..its so damn beautiful!!!..read e whole thing in one sitting today morn..all of u hv 2 read it!one of e most mind blowing books i've read..really touchin..can one of ma dear clsmates of 2306 pls help me tell her a BIG thank u?..thanks a lot guys..misplaced her mail add u c..

k..thats it 4 ma life here 4 nw guys..shall update soon..miss u all loads..n pls update ur blogs often..haha..cuz i read dem!ol..tc guys!

2006-12-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys..hw hv ya all been?this wk in sch was pretty boring actualli.like i said i was e only girl this whole damn wk in sch!all were guys.e onli girls were frm e o lvl lot hum i m nt reali tt close 2.but i atleast noe dem la.so nt bad.haha.n our breaks r diff.n even so.they also only had 4 girls.e rest were all holidaying!haha.

but e best part of it this wk is tt i realli gt to know a lot bt e guys in ma 'a' lvl batch..they r all a realli nice bunch actualli.there's new addition 2 e cls.well..he's nt exactly new cuz he did his o lvls in e same sch.lol.name is thejas.n he's e 1 of cutest dere..sadly he's younger.much younger.haha.onli 15 to be exact.he's pretty attitude too.anti girls but he's okie wif me.so i dun realli care bt tt.lol.he's gone 2 egypt for his hols.so basically.dere r 3 other guys in ma physics cls n i m e only girl.this guy nithyan..frm UK has gone back 4 christmas hols.so only left me,kiran n aroah.i hv grown like real close to this two.kiran gives me a missed call every morn wen the van cums 2 ma street so tt i dun hv 2 wait 4 the van every morn!hw sweet man!n aroah's like one of the cutest there as well.he's malayalee.lol.n he's real fun.ma new smsing partner.haha.but nthin like wat u guys think.he's juz a realli realli gd fren.think i gt 2 noe more bt these guys in this one wk than wat any of e girls here ever knew bt dem.i noe all bt their crushes.their old sch life etc etc..haha.yest..thurs..despite kiran n aroah tellin me nt 2 go 2 sch cuz dey r nt gg..i decided 2 be a goody 2 shoes n went.onli 2 find out tt dere were only two other's in sch!haha..so today tho it was e last day of sch..dey all hvin sum sorta christmas treat..i didden go!i noe..i m a lil screw loose ppl.haha.

so will be gg back 2 sch on jan 3rd wen it starts 2 get more happening!lol.every1 will be back den.n dere's sumthing seriously wrong wif ma damn phone..!none of e messages i send every reach e ppl..n e damn money gets deducted summore..i send mathangi a msg..wonder if she gt it..

hmm...den there's ma uncles frm US wif his whole family..his kids n grandchildren..he's throwing a party on e 29th..i will be able 2 meet all ma relatives den.n btw.ma bro put victoria sec b4 sji guys so he gt posted to VSS.sorry sji boys.today he wld hv gone 2 sch 4 e first time..lol..its pretty far frm ma hse.atleast tts wat ma mom told me.looks like he has 2 travel 4 more than an hr.nw ma mom's gonna start lookin 4 a hse in marine parade area..no mom!pls dun!i lurve yishun.been here all ma life..lol..will realli miss it dere.wen i grow up i wudden mind getti a hse in yishun actuali..haha..

dun realli hv much plans over e hols.gonna be mugging quite a bit.actualli e studies here is'nt so bad.tho its e same syllabus.mainly cuz e teacher's give a lotta personal attention n mk things much more simplified.n i dun hv 2 skip 'a' maths n straightaway move on 2 'a' lvl maths anymore!cuz there's no 'a' maths here.every1 has 2 go thru e basics(a maths) n their 'a' lvl maths in yr 11 n 12.so its like laernin straight frm e basics.thank god 4 tt!there's 6 papers for each subject.each ard 1 to 1.5 hrs..i m gonna be taking 3 papers 4 phy,maths n economics in june.n will tk e rest together with english language n literature in december.the eng here is tough man.real difficult.tts e only prob.e teacher's here r nt so well trained 2 teach british curriculum english as well.will hv 2 figure sumthing out 4 tt.shall go tok 2 e principal bt it.

k..since its e hols nw.will prolly be cuming over more often 2 e net cafe.hopefuly la..haha..will be gg over 2 ma cuz's hse sumtime soon 2 use e com 4 two whole days.lol.gotta view sum physics slides u c.ma phy teacher saved e whole damn phy syllabus in a cd n gv it 2 me!haiz..

k guys..gtg..juz did threadin n ma eyebrows r burning.haha.tho i miss hme.hv learnt 2 mk e best out of e situation tt i m in.fortunately!lol..n keep me updated k?missing u loads n tc guys!

2006-12-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

juz sent ma mom off today..dun realli wanna tok much bt it!
loads of stuff's been gg on since e last time i blogged..haha
nw..most impt is ma health..ma poor declining health!
haiz..juz recovered frm malaria..ma body's been shiverin
so much these days tt i hv terrible body pain..
den ma wisdom tooth's growin..so its terrible..
i hv been chewin so much on e other side tt ma other side of e tongue is burnt!
haha..can ya believe tt?so nw i cant chew both ways..i hv 2 tk 10 tablets..
n cuz of tt i m hvin sum kinda skin prob..drug allergy!haha..
had 2 tk 5 injections n 2 blood tests!
n den sum insect bit me during e weddin n so ma ankle was kinda swollen as well..
nw everything is much better..xcept e skin prob..
n den..another highlight of e week is tt dere was a christmas celebration over at sch..
i was in e choir of like 6 girls..sang like 6 carols..haha
this gv me a chance 2 reallli bond wif e kids in the sch..
n i read e voite of thanks too at e end of e whole thing..
was like 2 pages long..was realli shocked tt e principal asked me to do it..
me bein a new student n all u c..haha..
one of e ppl i really miss is actualli ma bro!
bro....i miss u daaaa!!i realli realli do..
i noe its pretty random..
haha..n i hope ma mom takes gdcare of ma darling room too..haha
ma grandparents r here wif me 4 a while..
dey too will be leavin in 2 days..haiz..
aft tt its gonna be damn boring!
ma hols r cuming as well..
dec 22nd to jan 4th..i m gonna be bored 2 death!haha..
everyone's leavin hme 4 christmas hols..leaving 2 their native place..sum 2 london..thailand..hong kong..xcept me man!haha..there's onli 4 gurls..2 hv alr left..
one levin on e 21st..n den i will be e onli miserable girl!haha..
hw sad!lol..
m trying 2 tok 2 rama nw..haha..e poor guy's mike's screwed..
but he can hear me..lol..feel like talkin 2 e com..
nxt time..i shd blog b4 i log on 2 msn..cuz once i do..
i m bombarded tt i hv no time 2 blog..haha
i m 4eva smiling 2 maself at e internet cafe like an idiot!haha
all e mails n blog entries n msn stuff..always makes me smile..
haha..always go back hme happy!
thanks a lot 4 tt guys..:D
aniwaes ma aunt's gonna start lookin 4 me..gtg..
luv u all loads n pls do tc of urselves..n fix all ur headphones n mikes..
so e next time i c u online..i can talk 2 u!haha..
tc guys!

first frm india

2006-12-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

hi!like i said.the next time i blog is realli frm india.i finally hv a lil bit of time to blog.n i hv so much to say!first of all i had a fantabulous send off..thank u sooooo much guys..its realli sumthing tt i wld rmb last of spore 4 a yr.thank u so much 4 all ur cards,presents,testimonials and e-mails guys.u hv no idea hw much i appreciate it.was cryin all e way frm spore 2 india on e flight reading all e gazillion cards.e lady beside me told me i shd be pretty popular in sch..i juz laughed n told her "no no..i m juz real lucky 2 hv frens hu care so much...frens ppl wld die 2 hv"..haiz..so anyways.omg.i gt so much to say man.this one wk.tons has happened.

first thing i went to sch on mon morn.i was actualli pretty early.n ma first fren was actualli akshara(kamal's daughter).she was real nice la.she brought me ard e sch n introduced me to all e kids dere..actor karthicks's son is studyin dere too.the sch is real small.its juz almost like a hse.damn few students.e canteen is like a hse kitchen.i can go all e way inside e kitchen n ask e cook watever i want.those tkin a's r juz 10 of dem.only 4 girls so far.6 guys.all e guys r real friendly too.

one of e girls is akshara.e other is munisha,frm thailand.she's tkin arts tho.she's gonna go back 2 thailand 2 tk care of her dad's diamond business.another is caroline.a local girl hu wants to change her grp n join a fgn university n so decided 2 join this sch.e teacher's dere r real friendly n fun.like 4 example my econs cls has only 2 students, me n caroline.dey give a lotta attention juz like a tuition centre.n i m e only girl tkin physics.lol..;)

there r some europeans girls dere.a lil stuck up actualli.dey stick to themselves a lot.fortunately dey tk sum other syllabus.nt e london a lvls.so i dun realli c dem much other than 4 common lessons like art(to open up ur crativity it seems.haha).nw dey r all organising sum christmas show.singing carols,dance by akshara,n sum skit thingy.half e kids in e sch r real serious in their studies.but most r realli rich kids hu juz study 4 e sake of doin so.dey hv no necessity 2 study actualli.so dey dun realli pay much attention during lessons n all.scribble nonsense in their notebks n stuff..haha..i shudden be too influenced by dem!lol.

ma accomodation is'nt too bad too..a gd rm wif attached toilet.ma uncle's real nice..ma aunt can get a lil cranky once in a while.but nt too bad.e sch is pretty high tech compared 2 e indian schs dere.prolly cuz its an international sch.aircon clses,lessons conducted mostly thru powerpt presentations.so its nt realli too bad la.n its almost e same syllabus actualli.onli e english teacher sucks.n eng seems a lil difficult.haha.but hopefully can catch up la.

nxt is ma cuz's wedding.i had such a blast dere man.woohooo..seeing all ma cousins aft a million yrs.all ma aunt's were like seein me aft almost 9 yrs.all had 2 go on n on bt ma height.n i wore a SAREEEE 4 e wedding!!was quite exciting.haha.shall uploads e pics later.dun hv an usb cable nw.n e highlight of e whole thing was ganesh!omg.this realli cute son of ma uncle's whom i always used 2 play wif wen i was young.his sis is one of ma very gd frens.she's doin medicine 2nd yr n ganesh is doing engineering final yr!n he's like sooooooo CUTE!omg..he's like realli realli cute man.*hyperventilates*.haha.such a pity tt i dun hv a proper pic of him.his mom came up 2 me n told me nt to go get sum spore bf cuz she's savin her son 4 me.hahaha.i gt instantly reminded of marc.he's e one hu always goes 'u watch out!ur parents r gonna hook u up wif sum indian fella'.but i dun mind this one la.cuz he's damn cute.haha.n real nice too.he's like tall,pretty fair,wears braces,quite well built.haiz..wun be seein him in a while tho.shall keep u all updated!haha.

haiz.it was real fun.dere was like 9 of ma cousins all gathered.all b/w ages 15 to 25.it was quite a blast.but aft dey all left.it was pretty borin waitin 4 ma mom 2 settle stuff.i went 2 sch for 2 days trial.den took leave 4 like 10 days.went 4 e wedding,n to a million of ma relatives places,went 2 visit ma maternal grandpaents n nw i m at coimbatore(gd 4 those hu noe where it is..haha).its pretty fun here too..aftall i studied here till like pri 3.so i noe all ma dad's frens n their kids.so i feel quite at hme here.

yet..i miss hme soo sooo much!aft all ma cousins left wen i had time to think n stuff.i realised this nt sum holiday aftall.its gonna strike me real hard wen ma mom leaves.even she said tt it hasen sunk in yet to her tt she's gonna be away 4 a yr frm me.i juz sat dere cryin 4 like 2 hrs.den ganesh caught me!haiz.think he had no idea hw 2 console a girl! sadly..he was too shocked to say anything.he juz left me n den asked me if i was fine.haha.its quite funny nw tt i think of it.i miss it a lot dere.hopefulli once i go 2 sch i will get over it.once i get real involved in sch wk n stuff.i alr hv homewk aft ma trial 2 days.haha.n i hv 2 wear sch uni man!tts quite sad.its navy blue slacks n light blue tuckout blouse wif slits.its nt too bad.n most of e kids dere wear jeans anyway.so okie la.anyway.i will ans 2 everyone's mail in detail once i reach my aunt's place.which will prolly be in 3 to 4 days.

ma mom keeps draggin my holiday.she's gt tons of stuff 2 do n loads of ppl 2 visit.but u c..ma sch!wat will e ppl dere think of me.this kid came 2 sch for 2 days n den disappears on sum long holiday for like 10 days.dey will all hv prolly 4gten bt me.n i hv 2 go intro myself all over again.haiz..ma mom juz doesen understand man!kk..shall blog sum other time den..b4 u all get real bored reading this essay..haha..tc guys!

2006-11-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today was really a day to be remembered.Showed me how many friends i have who care about me.Looks like a lot cant really make it to the airport on sat.Had a surprise bday party today.had presents, cards and a chocolate mousse cake!was delicious.m really thankful for such wonderful friends.was really really surprised!and i got thrown into the pond summore.first gurl in e history of aj to be thrown into e pond.tt was prolly e most shocking of it all.nv expected tt.since wen did girls get thrown into the fountain in aj?

but i guess i made once person really angry by ignoring him.wanted him to 4get sum stuff.so kinda had to do it!so, sorry man.u noe,just yest i was wondering that i wun really have tt many friends wen i return n not all will be as close to me as they are now.most will meet new ppl in this one yr n form new frens.so wen i return.i m nt really sure if things would still be the same.but when you think about it,this will really be a test to find out who really are those who will stand by me.Whether my one year absence has caused a gap in our friendship at all.

I have certainly learnt a lotta things the hard way.my mom was just saying the other day tt my fate is kinda sad tt i always have 2 learn things e hard way by myself n tt i dun mk my life easier by listening to other's advices.haha.guess she's gt a pt dere.m gg for lunch wif marc on wed n gonna see christmas lights at town.haiz.tmr e whole day tmr i gotta go ard collecting j2 notes from supraja and navin.and den gotts go yew tee to collect my mp3 player and my money from dear kadayams.can u believe it?!?!a mere 4 more days here...;(

ps: e nxt time i blog.. mite juz be frm india!

2006-11-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

MTV Parody

this is cute shit!watch it...

2006-11-18T11:17:00.000+08:00

!reality sinks in!
leaving in exactly one week's time!
i wun be seeing spore again 13 mths..
tts a long time..
will be staying away frm ma mom too..
atleast she's cuming 2 drop me off in india..
so till she cums wif me i shud be quite okie at e airport..
but aft tt she will leave me 2 be all alone in india n leave in 2 wks!
I cant imagine tt...
while e last familiar soul i have leaves me as well..
haiz..
wallowing in self pity shd be e last thing tt i shd be doin rite nw..
i m constantly rushing out 2 meet frens..
its been pretty busy..
n e last min stuff..
like signing withdrawal form,collecting j2 stuff,collecting stuff tt i lent 2 frens
e more i do all these stuff.. e more it strikes 2 me tt i m leaving..
i learnt tt kamalahasan's daughter is gonna be ma clsmate..
lks like dere's a lotta actor's kids studying in ma sch..
its a pretty small, new private sch wif a strength of onli ard 100.
ma cls..onli has 8 or 9 kids...seems pretty close knit 2 me..
u noe wats even worse? looks like while i m gone ma parents r gonna be moving hse as well..
oh no!m gonna miss ma rm like craaazy!
its always been dere 4 me..
everytime i wanted 2 get away...
frm ma mom's nagging..2 tok secretly on e ph..to hv bitching sessions wif ma frens..haha
wen i mugged like dere's no tmr 4 ma O's wif music blasting frm ma radio..
dere's always been music in ma rm..dunno hw i m gonna survive without it!
irs okie..onli 4 a yr!
full fledged mugging 4 a yr..n den life's gonna be a breeze..:D:D:D
went 2 ma aunt's place yest..
had a gathering dere...quite a no. of families were dere..tts wen i realised i m getting pretty old!
i m gonna be in uni in a yr dammit!
k..tt's freaky..most of ma frens n senior r alr wking..nt bad eh?!
i wanna go watch sum movie..
hv been pigging out like crazy dese few days..m gonna miss e food here e most u c..
so mite as well mk full use of e next one wk..eating!!
ooohhhhh..sad durian season's over..
oh..n did i mention?i hv fake nails on!!!!!!!!
dey r soo pretty..
so nt used 2 hving long nails u c..
so m damn excited..
m prolly gonna wear dem 4 ma cuz's wedding as well..hehe..;)

2006-11-07T13:49:00.000+08:00

Never Gonna Leave Your Side - Daniel Bedingfield

here's another classic one of his...listen in awe 2 e lyrics!

2006-11-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

If Your Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield

everytime i listen to his i hv this warm fuzzy feeling in me!juz purely amazing..he's gt one happening sis too..;)

2006-11-07T12:05:00.000+08:00

kkk...pon sch today..i seem 2 hv this huge sleeping disorder!

save moi ppl..i cant wake up in e MORNINGS!

which is really really sad..

considering e fact tt i m living in spore where schs start at 7.30

n tt means i frigging hell gotta wake up at 6!

but 12 in e aftnoon is a much better timing 4 me..

its hard 4 me 2 ever c days when e sun actualli rises..

4 me it nv does..its juz always dere wen i geddup..

literally starngling me 2 get ma ass off e bed!

lol..spoke wif marc yest..haiz..m gonna miss e whole lot of dem soo much...

n i finally cleared things up wif Mr ermm..it was starting 2 frustrate me

tt its so diff 2 get e point across..so m gg 4 breakfast on thurs wif him

n playing pool too..to finally close it up!

haiz..i seem 2 be hving so many things gg on

esp nw tt this is e lst 18 days..every1 wants 2 go out n all

but sadly mother n father r nt exactly so happy wif it..

things to do:

reatail therapy(clothes..shoes..flats..etc)

pack pack pack

assort all ma j1 stuff(headache!)

I n R-pw(sianifying la)

n do lots mcatching up n meeting up wif frens..

tml m gonna meet nesha..

today i think i m meeting e NYJC girls.. but nt too sure..

rani hasen called me yet..haha..

i seriously hope tt i dun hv this waking up prob wen i m in india dammit..lol

kk ppl..gotta go finish up ma OP..pw is one helluva headache!

its okie..atleast e fact tt its onli 4 a wk more..makes it much more bearable..

fortunately..k ppl

tc..n will be back soon;)

2006-11-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

been yrs yrs yrs since i last blogged..

my tag board is flooded wif "update pls!!" msgs..

but i gotta summarise everthing tts been happening 1st..

too gd 2 miss out..haha

basically i flunked ma promos..

dun wanna waste a yr..n so m gg 2 india 4 a yr

Br international sch dere 2 do my A's..

n my dad's finally let me do LAW!!!

oh my..tts real gd stuff..haha

so gonna cum back 4 uni here..

xcept tt staying away frm frens n family part's

a killer dammit..

tt really really sucks..

n i cant stay 4 neither my 17th nor 18th BDAY!!

cuz leaving on e nov 25th..can u frigging believe it?

3 days b4 ma bday..damn sad la

n ma 18th bday..nw tts real sad..

but hey everything's happens 4 a reason..

tts wats keeping me alive till nw..

basically juz gonna finish up ma PW n ciao..

need pw cuz will be cumin back 4 uni u c..

frm nw onwards this blog is wat is gonna help me

update ma frens on ma life in india 4 a frigging

whole yr!

cant imagine myself at e airport..will be

a waterfall

n i noe tt wen i cum back i will be a helluva damn strong person..

i dun realli wanna talk much 2 ppl bt this..

cuz i dun wanna get ppl 2 change my mind

n mk me stay in spore..

so ya..guys..i wun realli be updating tt often till i

get 2 india..

so anything juz gimme a ring ppl..

tc..will b back soon..;)

2006-09-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

gosh...juz did lots n lots of blog surfing 2 catch up on everybody's lives!
n yup..its been ages since i updated again..yaya..i noe..lol.
but u c..been busy but loads of stuff's happened but b4 i get any whr near tt..
wld like 2 commend parthiban on his yindian makkals entry..gotta admit it..
was pretty gd stuff..was a very thin line b/w it being a gd entry n it being a wannabe
ditching russell peters wannabe entry..u noe e kind wen guys think dey sound
so kewl bitchin n being all sacarstic..but hah!..he made it..juz passed actualli..okie la..nt bad..
n kav seems 2 be hvin a blast..looks like she's juz back frm vegas..but gosh..can c
tt e gurl's missing it like carzay here..btw..west grand boulevard's getting airplay!!
hw kewl..lol..;)hu knew they wld actualli make it this far?!

life's been all hw..pw n hw!!crazy shit!!hw e f*ck do dey expect us 2 do revision of any
sort wen i get like 4 essays,3 tutorials,pw,2 practicals,2 remedial ws a week?!?!?!?!
tts retarded..juz downrite retarded!!n its nt like u r gonna get promoted n wif honors
4 all of this shit tt u do!!infact u juz so much of wk 2 do everyday wen u cum back hme
7 plus n is so damn tired..u juz end up scribbling crap n handing it up juz 2 get e
teacher off ur back..haiz..oopss..juz so sick n tired of it i suppose..

aniwaes..lol...enuf of ma usual dosage of grumbling i suppose..went back to riverside
for teachers day..was fun fun fun...almost ma entire batch came down..but missed a
lot of e innova ppl actually..n i finally had a heart to heart 5 hr talk wif ma gurl,nesh!!
gosh..i lurve her!!haha..n miss her 2 bits!!really really wish had ma old sec 4 days back..
wen i went up 2 e top floor of the woodlands cc to study during breaks n stuff..wah..
i still think its e most peaceful place in e wurld..haha..n wat a lousy chairperson i was..
haha..oh n btw..dere's gonna b a 4/9 gathering soon..

okie..n back 2 ma present life..aj!tldds is sooo full of disgusting politics..
i used 2 be stuck in it(will sumhw always get pulled in2 it) all e time..but
dese days i hv kinda let ppl noe tt i aint interested n i dun wanna noe bt all this
animore..but still aiyo!!no comments.. seriously..everyday there's new probs tt
sprout up which seems bigger than e previous one..quite hilarious wen i think bt it
actualli..but i dun really wanna b involved animore..cuz even if u accidentally hit
e wrong note u will b in deep shit n i hv been hvin sum probs of ma own aniwae..lol..

term 3 hols hv started..but wth..in jc..hols r ur actual mugging time!sickening la..
dey call it study hols!!hw convincing...so yup..but think i will b updating
more often..atleast 4 e nxt1 wk..den mayb
give it a break till promos n hit full fledge..haha..

okie..gtg..will b back soon..;)

k..finally updating

2006-08-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

k..i m finally finally updating!!
i hv tken this day off for full slacking purposes..!
haha..nt tt i need it much!
but hey..wth..n e girlish or boyish test?
hmm...wierd results..tot it wld end up a lil on
e boyish side..interesting..
erm..if i hv 2 recall wats been happening lately..
tt wld be abt a month's stuff..
so tts not gonna happen..so yea..
sum of which..i went back to RS for speech day!!:D
it was gd!erm..there was riverside idol..
nafeesah was emceeing..lol..
reminded me of of my emceeing days..
e last one was national day with hafiz..haha..
it was e concert..usually..rs has its speech day
n national day concert on e same day..in sec 2 i did e
speech day n in sec 3 it was e concert..haha..
gosh..those days were fun fun fun!!!
e practise sessions..perfecting e scripts..then
there were e debates!

aniwaes..ma dad said i can choose 2 do wateva i want with
ma life as long as i get past my promos!
n there's a new law sch opening up at smu..
so in tt nus is increasin its intk by 30..
n e new law sch is opening with an intake of 90..
there's gonna be 120 more lawyers in singapore every yr..
n i hope tt one day i will be one of dem..haha..
everytime sum1 asks me wat i wanna be..
i noe i wanna b a lawyer..but ma parents were against it..
so e answer was usually a 'i m nt sure..haven realli decided'..
omg!if i can be a lawyer..means i can drop chem!!
wow!!fantastic..perfect!!haha..i m elated!!
these days i m usualli locked up in e reading rm
at e community centre near ma place..
i m living prrof of e fact tt ajc creates muggers!
haha..juz tt muggers produce results..but god noes if i even
hv a chance of mking it 2 j2!its freaking me out!

k..tts it 4 nw..will b back soon..;)

2006-08-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

girlish or boyish test

2006-08-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/">How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

chong pang day

2006-07-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

haha..juz back frm sum gd old retail therapy..
"haiz..its always de best!
n nothing can beat it!"

women can use it 4 shopping!
n men can use it 4 soccer!

haha...in de evening i decided
2 meet rani n edgar...
den went shoppin wif rani at khatib...
bought maself sum usual stuff..
u noe clothes,facial washes n stuff..haha
met prash at macs..erm...
yea..tts it..lol..sorta gv me a chance 2
catch up wif rani..
we used 2 meet 4 times a wk
durin our sec sch days..
considerin de fact tt we live so close
by was an obvious advantage..
haha..we used 2 exchange our lib bks
every single time..
n always went over 2 each other's
houses..but lately
both parties hv been pretty busy..
lolx...but today cld hv been more fun wif pav..
n we wld hv toked husband of de hen's
story all de way..wif edgar dere summore..
haha...

today at north point..1st level
we saw this horrible terrible mother..
i cld hv used much more colorful
language wif most starting with a big fat F
to describe tt byatch!
but..urgh!
basically her ard 6 mths old baby
was crying...
n tt fooking bitch..juz left de child
in de middle of np..n de child juz continued 2 cry..
i dun even think its considered wailing!
urgh!4 tt she kicked her 6 mths old child in de middle
of a million ppl...
de poor baby was crawling towards de railing
for shelter..it was crawling away frm its mom..
while tt bitch grabbed it by its collar...
screamed into tt child's face like its gonna understand a
damn thing she's tokin bt!
dropped on de child back on de floor n
kicked it one more time...!
i cudden bare 2 c more...
almost cried aft seein tt..
y do u wanna fucking hell
have a child if u freakin hell dunno
hw 2 care 4 it?or u cant tahan its cries..
nt like u didden noe tt babies cry b4 u had one 4 urself!
urgh!she's a disgrace 2 all women!..
urgh...prolly de only think she can ever be
proud of is being able 2 give birth 2 tt child..
a lotta ppl r dying 2 be able 2 do tt!
give birth 2 a damn child..n she?
urgh...really wanted 2 juz pick tt cute baby up n walk off!
n de kinda vulgarities n disgusted looks
i was giving den n dere...lolx..
edgar was like whoa!haha..
malufying man..lolx

anyways..oh my!
tmr gt wc finals..
muz atleast stay up 2 watch tt..
haiz..ma darl C ronaldo's out!haiz...
its okie man!dun worry..u can always
cry on ma shoulders..haha
n he's mine ppl!
hu cares if he's a drama king?!
haha..he's kewwttt!!

haha...tts it 4 nw...will be back soon...;)

2006-07-06T12:39:00.001+08:00

haiz...been soo lazy 2 blog dese days
actualli i've gt a lotta stuff 2 tok bt..
but juz too lazy 2 type it all out..haha
n de most exciting highlight of de
wk is tt ma msn is fixxeddd!!
muhahaha...all thnx
2 ma wonderful cuz bro!!

well..on mon..dere was tl outing..
was okie...nthin much 2 say bt it actualli..
lazy 2 upload de pics also..
or i juz dun wanna comment on it..
or maybe its cuz de whole time i was suffering frm a terrible
headache!
aft playing captain's ball!oh my..
n this r******* thinggy's getting a lil
carried away..
esp during de outing!
oh my!i suffered man!haha
but..haiz...it will hopefully
die down n i m waiting 4 tt day...

u noe sumthing..
i realise tt ma patience lvl is quite high...
but dese days..its gg down..
i even put up ma nick once as...
"i m so patient dese days tt i wonder
weder i shd declare maself a saint"
which explains hw de blog add came bt..lol
haha...today..was supposed 2 go priya's place
dey booked a k-lounge
2 watch muthu movie..
but early in de morn..haiz..
our dear shrmin taj screwed
things up!urgh...
nt tt she's too be blamed la..
but ppl always xpect u 2 fix things 4 ya..
n tt's nt rite..
outings wif lack of planning suck..frankly..
juz irritates me 2 de core of life..
u end up getting frigging bored aniwaes..
but quite a lotta pressure on de one planning it..
so shudden be complaining la..
haha..but i still didden flare up..
juz backed out..but i gt a valid reason aniwaes..

n lately due 2 ma horrible slping habits..
haha..i dun answer calls wen i m asleep..
juz let it ring its heart out..
n wen i do answer once in a while..
oh my!tts de embarassing part..
i moan n utter pure rubbish n slam down de ph!
n de nxt morn i cant rmb nuts bt de conversation!
n i hv 2 call up de person up de following morn
n ask wat de hell i blabbered!
n ask 4 a recap!haha
haha..
n oh no pav's gonna comment on dis!
*slaps forehead*

lol..aniwaes..today sch's out...

haha..tts it 4 nw...will be back soon...;)

2006-07-06T12:39:00.000+08:00

2006-07-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

Ladoo Shop

LADOO SHOP!!!
hilarious...
muz watch!!
hehe....

blog surfing..

2006-07-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

rite..i m back 2 appy mood...
aft sum real retail therapy done!
haha...been tokin a lot bt ma past n giving a lotta thank u dedications lately..

haha...did sum blog surfing today..
lol..u wudden fking hell wudden believe me de kinda ppl i found!
oh my...sugu...sq...xiang yi..n many many more la...
really caught up wif wats gg on in their lives..
yea..i tok 2 dem..once in a while..i do tok
2 dem on msn...
but...haha..basically
i had loads of fun looking thru dem all la..

n i came across dis particular blog!
which really really shocked me...!
basically...it was this 26 yr old guy hu was standing dere
wif de usherers during agni...
he was tryin 2 mk conversation wif me..n we were
tokin bt his life back den 8 yrs ago in aj...
i tot he was juz this very quiet guy..
hu hu minds his own business n leads a peaceful life
kinda bloke...
but oh my!!
i juz realised hw happening he is...
considerably quite popular...
party animal...
gt a helluva lot of attitude(in a gd way)...
n has a wonderful command of language...
n a real entertaing blog even tho its mainly
bt de happenings of his days..!
i was juz browsing thru...den saw his pic...
looked damn familiar..n realised...
oh my!its tt beku fella...during agni!
gosh..never ever judge a book by its cover!!!
learnt ma lesson..haha

haha...n today was fun fun fun!
mainly cuz of kids read..
i basically decided 2 skip tuition..cuz i woke up n realised i gotta
b dere at tuition in like frigging 3 mins!
n i was like 4geddit la..!
dere's a saying..tt goes..
'early 2 bed..early 2 rise..makes a man..
healthy,wealthy n wise..'
guess i m nv gonna b healthy,wealthy n wise!haha
yest nite..ma ph bat died...
n i was too lazy 2 charge n juz went 2 slp juz liddat..
n woke up 2 recieve a million call alerts...
it was call alerting till 2 in de afternoon 4 pete's sake!haha
ever since m1 intruduced its student plan..
no one bothers msgin animore...
n i m gonna die outta radiation by de time i celebrate ma 21st b-dae!haha..
aniwaez..yest rani gt her m1 plan..
n prash gt hers today!..haha..
n i m both their sun talk numbers liao!haha..
fun fun fun...m1 ought 2 be worshipping me 4 de kinda effective
free publicity i m offering 4 their student plans..haha

but ma mom's started complaining bt me
nt spending enuf time wif de family...
she complains tt i m 4eva on de ph..
haiz..its true in way la..
but wat to do..i m 4eva catching up wif ppl on de ph..n stuff...cant avoid..
wen i m nt tokin n i finally decide 2 give ma mouth sum rest..
i m on msn chatting!haha...

aniwaes...cuming back to today's events..
KIDS READ!!
i suppose its better than i xpected..
juz handling a bunch of 7 yr old brats..haha..
dey r soooo kewt...
made me think back n realise tt
i went by tt stage of life ard 8 yrs ago!
haha...it was quite gd actualli...

b4 tt i went 2 meet rani n pav..
4 lunch at ljs...
den went 2 do threading..
den met sarath..sp karthick..n their fren dinesh..
lol...sarath..sarath..sarath..
he's seriously such a dog la!aiyo!
haha..dog..i hope u r readin this!
aiyo!he malu me like hell la..haha
foreva fighting!haha..
can u believe it?he says he cant connect wif me if he's nice
2 me...hw can ya nt?u noe deep down in ur heart tt i m
prolly de nicest n de most amzing gurl
u hv eva met rite??rite???haha
dog!!haha..juz nw i was tryin 2 be nice n mk convo wif
sp karthick la..den he told him..'dun tok 2 this gurl'..!
doogggg!!!haha..oh my!hw limited ma vocab has gotten..!full of 'dogs'..
haha...but i guess its fun quarelling wif him la..
n dere has been a number of times wen i hv malued him as well..
haha...juz trying 2 be "too nice" to each other i guess..haha
oh ppl...u will understand y i m grumbling so much wen u realise hw
differently he treats me n pav..
haha...atleast dude..i give enuf damn bt u 2 blog bt ya...lolx..

aniwaes...there's a gd sat nite tamil movie on..
lolx...watching tamil movies aft a zillion yrs..
go gtg..

tt's it 4 nw...will b back soon..;)

sec sch frens

2006-06-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

haha...actualli...i miss ma sec sch like hell!!!
haha...most of u guys wld hv heard me tokin bt ma pri sch frens..
ma new jc frens..butu nt realli much bt ma sec sch frens..
but actualli i miss dem loads..haha
i cant count de no of times i hv reminded maself 2 drop sum1 a testi..
or check out their blog 2 c hw dey r doing...
n dey hv all tried so hard 2 keep in touch wif me..
like nesha...anitha...jo...zh n gang...nrmh...n many more...

haha...i met shruthi today...bumped in2 her at np..
den...i decided 2 drop her a testi..
since i gt nthing better 2 do actualli..haha..
n went 2 check out all her frens...
n came across so many of ma sec sch frens...
actualli..dey r all ma frens as well..
juz tt i dun ever bother lkin thru ma frens list..haha..
aniwaes...i miss all dem loads loads..tts de pt!haha

like in sec 1 n 2....gosh...joanne...stan..zhenhong...colin..
shiqian...n de rest of de lot!dey call me up every single time..
to meet up!but every single time i cannot man!haiz...sad!!

den..in sec 3 n 4..all ma happening clsmates!haha...
sying...nrmh....sin yee...cuixia...yasmin..hanis..haha..
n many many more..including de guys like hafiz..
razif...farhan...jie quan..lol...
happening ppl..all de times we hv gt scolded as a cls..
believe me wen i say this ppl...
every single one of ma sub teachers hated ma cls 2 de core of life!haha
n i rmb de many times i hv 4gten 2 collect de cls keys..
n raghini...de super wierd yet nice gurl hu still calls me up 2 ask bt me...
she was like ma assistant hu always volunteers her duties 2 help me out
wif de cls stuff..haha..she listens out 4 chairman meetings 4 me..
n volunteers 2 stay in cls 2 jaga it during breaks..haha
k la...gotta admit it!i was a lousy irresponsible chairman..haha
but even if i had been strict...
probably ma whole cls wld hv gone on an anti-anus campaign..
lol...n i m soo sick of answering to teachers..
tt these days i tremble at de sight of dem..
dun wanna repeat of ma upper sec days wen it cums 2 teachers u c..haha

n eng lessons..hats off 2 ms haslinda!
she rocked...n it gv me a chance to get 2 bond wif ma other cls students..
so much better...yikun..sabirah...fas..gareth..jian long..haha..
n our quick writes n grp wk!lol..yesh...dey trully were de amazing days..haha

den..dere's drama club...i had sum wonderful juniors..
n a fun time during syf!haha...
despite de fact tt ma drama teacher's were'nt exactly fantastic..
lol...nvm...but dey were okie la..quite happening actualli..

n of cuz ma mt frens..
nesh..shirin...anitha..kastu..shruthi...shangiri..saras...
haha..n de days n hrs we hv spent in cavana every time b4
hmt!whoa...those were de days de...haha
yesh!!!i lurve it......or lurved it....!
haha...so if u r ma sec sch fren..n u r readin this!
i lurve u loads!!!n dun worry..i may nt always call ya up n tok husband
of de hen's story...
but i will always rmb ya..haha

tts it 4 nw...will b back soon..;)

2006-06-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

Duran Duran - Ordinary World

whoa!!!erm...i m bombarding ma blog wif so many videos...
but all of dem r juz wonderful...if nt i wudden bother..lol..n here's duran duran's ordinary world...classic!..nthing can beat their music la..unique in its own way..hope u enjoy it!

quiz

2006-06-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

i gt this frm all ma riverside frens blog..so tot i did give it a shot..haha

What were you doing in secondary school?
1. enjoying life!!
2. Sleeping
3. talking husband of de hen's story n wasting time
4. haha...oh yea!socialising!
5. wondering whr i m gonna end up aft ma o's...

Five of your favourite singers/bands?
1. erm....haha..danielle beddingfield?!
2. linkin parkkkk
3. oh..n jason muraz
4. eminem(he's gd!n charming!)
5. x-japan

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1. Shop till i droppe
2. tk a trip 2 africa..see de world as a whole!
3. n do umthing bt dose starving 2 death!
4. g0 ard de wurld!n i mean everywhr!!haha
5. n pamper maself till i get sick of $$...

Five things you like doing?
1. shop till i droppe
2. sleeping
3. surfing de net
4. socialising:D
5. n i once in a while like 2 tk a quiet day off..juz 2 slack n watch tv all day long!haha

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
1. pink pants...or any pink bottom!
2. those zebra printed tansparent g-strings!haha
3. i wld neva get any bright pink..blood red..or luminous colored nail polishes!(as slutty as it can eva getto)
4. those poser shirts wif middle fingers or obscene shit on dem
5. plastic surgery

Five favourites? ( in no particular order)
1. phone...
2. bed...
3. ma com...
4. shopping...
5. erm..u noe hu...

Five people to do this?
1. pav
2. prash
3. math
4. zhen hong
5. Anyone who has'nt done this

wah..ma first shot at all this lame stuff!haha...

almost over

2006-06-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..
exams r almost over..
only gt physics left yest...
i almost gv up...but today..
aft a long 12 hr slp..
i m back on track..
haha...phy..lol..first time i m touching..
it tt one subject i nv bothered 2 touch at all
during de little time of ma hols i spent studying..
i was mugging physics...
wen all of a sudden i had de inspirartion
2 really really thank sum ppl..
haha..
so here goes!

...i wld like 2 thank loads of ppl hu hv
helped me out so much during ma exams..
without them..
i wld seriously be in deep deep shit..
lol...first of all i wld like 2 thank rani n math..

...RANI...she's ma best grp study partner man..
n we rock at doing maths together..
she really taught me a lotta stuff..in maths..
n all i taught her was functions..
all cuz of ma screwed of maths tuition teacher..
hu's too busy 2 hv tuition these days..
i m stopping him aniwaes..haha..
de night before her maths exam she taught me binoms..
till 10!gosh..
wat wld in do without this gurl..
nw ma maths file us full of aj n nyjc notes!haha

n for MATH..i can call this gurl up anitime
of de day 2 ask 4 doubts..
n i mean it wen i say any time of de day..
including 3 in de morn..
cuz u c...we ppl sleep all day n are up all nite...!
haha she went thru de whole of chem bonding..
n atomic structure..page by page.. wif me on de ph...for 3 hrs! haha..without her being ma sun talk number!..
lol..i cant imagine ma phone bill!
doomed 4 life man..
haha n i can call her anytime 2
ask her 4 de slightest of doubts..
thanx a milion math!!lol..4 de wake up calls as well..:D

den cum ppl like SHARMIN hu kept
constantly reminding me tt i can ask her 4 help any time..
n msged me often 2 ask hw i was doing!
whether there has been any improvement..

haha n den cums MELVEN..thnx a lot babe..
4 constantly encouraging me..
she even reminds 2 go hv ma dinner!
lol..she juz rocks..haha..
n we give each other our day's mugging accounts..
n hw badly we r gonna screw up together... haha...

n 2 RAMNATHS..hu calls me up 2 check
on ma progress as well..hu reminds me
nt to do too much last min revision..
n 2 go get sum slp..
if nt i wld be too busy dozing off during de exams itself..
hahul ppl hu sena..n hu calms me down wen i m panicking..
haha..thnx loads man!

n thanx 2 all those wonderful ppl hu sent me all those gd luck msges..
these msges r those which make a hell lot of a diff!
esp wen u noe tt u r gonna screw things 4 good!haha...

n to all those hu hv indirectly helped me like prash
n pav...scaring me n reminding bt ma studies 2 start wif..
if nt i wudden even hv bothered 2 give ma mid-yrs a damn..haha..

(;...........ThAnKs a MiLlIoN pEoPlE.........;)

sad...:(

2006-06-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

haiz...lol...i m sad!i really really m...
tts cuz a lotta ppl lk at me as a slacker!
maybe its also part ma fault la..
its cuz tts de image i potray..
but i do spend as much time as others studying!
believe it anot ppl i do...
i stay up nights mugging..
nt a lotta ppl wld believe tt actualli..
but de prob is tt i spend tt time catchin up
wif ma sec sch wk!

cuz i tk combined sciene wif no a-maths!
nw i m tking 4 h2..maths..chem..phy..n econs..
wat a freaking killer combi!
wen ppl spend 3 hrs studting a topic..
i have 2 spend 6 hrs doing tt..!
haiz...sad la..
but i m geneerally nt tt super xtra wking hard kind..
in order 2 keep up with others...
i gotta be working much harder than everyone else
which is y..even if i get a double digit..
i wld probably be happy nw!

ma mom sarta understands..
but i cant realli predict her reaction wen i get ma results
n haf 2 go 4 meet de parents session tho!haha

haha...maybe tt was damn emo la...
but..yea..tts really wat i feel like blogging bt
maybe..nt sumthing tt u r interested in knowing!
but...erm....hey...no choice 4 u i guess...haha..

tts it 4 nw...will be back soon...;)

stressss

2006-06-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

wahlao!!!...StReSs laio!!!
tml ma mid yrs!!
i m like sooo D.E.A.D!!!
seriously....i m stressin maself out last minute
instead of starting earliar
i juz need one more wk!!
but like hell i will be given tt!
tml is ma freaking exams!!!
urgh....n i juz realised tt dere's a meet de parents session summore!
aiyer!jc already ..still gt all this crap 4 wat?
it really is an extended secondary sch man!
naansense..haha
actualli...i m very dumb!
or more like i m soooo nt de wk hard kind..
totally NO!
but in jc its all SDL(self directed learning)
wateverrr!!
haha...shopping!!ma stress reliever!!
seriously..i need it!
n de most ridiculous part is tt i haven even started studying yet!
lol...tts de part tts making me stressed at de moment!haha...dumb rite?
yea....tell mi bt it...
haha...tts it 4 nw..will be back soon;)
with happier n more cheerful accounts..haha

sleeze shoes...haha

2006-06-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

lol...today is sooooo urgh! only slept at 6 in de morn...
! ridiculous! haha
...cuz was on de ph conferencing with sum certain ppl..
n math brought in jj's issue summore..
anihw gettin herself in2 deep shit la she..aiyo! haha...
but i didden like de way he flared up at a gurl.. lol...
she was damn upset!sad!
haiz...de whole issue is ridiculous..
shocked tt its even being given this much attention!haha...

den went 4 tuition today..haha..
ma first physics lesson n i went an hr late! haha...
kewl!!! den met rani at bk... went 2 pav's hse..
rani was dressin up 2 ciao 4 sum party.. haha...
den we all went together wif parthi 2 get ma snowblue sleeze shoes!!yay!!finally gt it!!haha...
but its sooo huge...
n ma legs r like kuchi in dem..
lol pav's also gettin de same one..haha...
cant wait...to wear together of cuz!

dun ask ppl...juz this kick we gurls get
of hvin de same stuff!haha
~i have de same shoes wif pav...~
~same pencil case wif math...~
~same pouch(diff color) wih joce n lynette...~
~n same hp pouch as rani once i give ma other 1 to her...~
~same polaro(diff color) with pav also...~
~same purse wif pav also!~
haha...same!same!same! lol...
actualli its much better 2 hv sumthing unique..
lol....but its even more kewler if u n ur
frens r de onli ones hu hv tt...
erm... gurls!i m sure u will geddit...
guys...u can choose 2 ignore..lol..:D
aniwae...ppl....
here's a lil sumting i wld like 2 share wif u all
bt ma wonderful slpin habits...its frm pav's blog...haha:

and meantime i was trying to wake up anusha

that dog picked up my call,told me she was awake

switched off her fone,and went straight back to sleep!

GOSH!!!!!!

shes SUCH A PIGGO!

and u should really hear her morning voice

or should i say morning moans la

aiYOOOOOO!

anyway he came at around eleven and anusha

came at 12 30 tt pig!

i hate her sleeping habits man!
i can even wake her up fron her sleep and
she says nevermind(LEARN FROM HER ANUSHA!)

haha...wonderful!haha....this gurl here really really hates me n ma sleeping habits! wen i went 4 a slpover at her place.. she tried wakin me up for 2 whole hrs! happening!!haha here's sum pics of ma shoeee..

2006-06-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Shayne Ward - No Promises

wooohoooo!!!
this song really is magical as rama puts it...haha...wow!his voice really is phenomenal!n his voice is a lot like danille beddingfield's..haiz..two words:just beautiful...
lol...hope u enjoy it!

almost made it....

2006-06-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

haha....aft pav mentioned luis garcia to me..lol..
i juz realised tt i 4gt all bt tt hottie...
tried squeezing him in de list..
but..haiz...cannot la..
no heart 2 tk any1 out..haha
so here's 2 hu almost made it 2 de list..

spanish midfielder..
luis garcia...

n of cuz...
nt 4gettin our dear suren maniam!!!
lol...sorry...wanted u 2 b de no 10...
but hey...u r still in da....lolx...
u c de one lookin like a mafia eh?!
tts himmmm!!!lol...haha..

TOP TEN: GD LKIN SOCCER PLAYERS

2006-06-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

lol...finally...i've made a list of de TOP TEN GOOD LOOKING SOCCER PLAYERS..
n its totally worth de time lkin up 4 de pics n stuff..haha
ha...thnx 2 dese wonderful young men!
gurls r hvin soooo much fun watchin soccer wif u guys lately..haha

NO 10....

tot there shd b an asian in de list...lol
so aft much tot....
here's...hidetoshi nakata
jap midfielder
de best known jap player in europe..
lol...nt bad eh?
soo proud of him..haha

NO 9..........

lampard...
macho man!!!wohooo.....
haha..he shd be in de top 5...
but too much competition i guess..

NO 8.......................
kaka...
he's in this season..lol
so young!!
agressive midfielder..
n he was awarded best player in de brazilian championship dammit!
gurls....wat more do u want?haha

NO 7.......................................
raul gonzalez....
this fella can disappear 4 80 mins of playing time..
juz 2 cum back wif 2 goals n turn de scoreboard
upside down..!haha..
nw...tts wat i call charms..

NO 6..................................................
fabio cannavaro...
rising star..haha
Italian international defender.
phew..

NO 5............................
michael owen....
our cute cute stout english striker
star player of england!
haha...

NO 4...............
fernando torres...
spanish striker torres..
such a young bloke...

NO 3...................
david beckham...
hu doesen noe him?
metro god!haha....
n gotta admit it..
his scandalous life....
juz makes it much more worth it..haha

NO 2.....
thierry henry...
hah!always had de hots 4 him!
our dear "irreplaceable" arsenal chairman!

and...........................
revealing de NO 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..so lame ah?lol
hu else but de player of de season...
CRISTIANO RONALDO!

dun hv 2 pray so hard sweetie!u did top de list...!haha...

its juz de plain downright boyishness in him....tt'd gt this far in de list..wahahaha

milkshakes..:D

2006-06-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

i juz put up ma tagboard n new blog skin as well..
de other one lookied too cramped n de window was juz too small..
lately i've been hvin gr8 probs in findin a suitable place 2 study..
home:there's sum wonderful creations juz as de com..tv..n de fridge!
grpstudy:i juz spend de whole damn time chattin away!
so yea...i m damn demoralised at de moment..haha

oooohhhh......sch's gonna start soooonnnn!!
i cant wait to finally hv ma chocolate milkshake,xtra rich wif whipped cream!
hmmmm......deeeliiiccciioooouuussss!we call it death in a cup!haha..
4 those hu want de recipe:
*50 ml of hersheys chocolate syrup..
*100ml of milk..
*50 ml of sugar water..
*loads n loads of ice..
*****blend it all together n top it up wif whipped cream..:D

lol..was watchin SI de other day n i can bet ya 50 bucks!
tt this yr de idol will b a guy!
duh....cm on!its always de gurls hu go gaga over de guys..
n they r de one's hu usually cum down 2 support their handsum idols..
they r de ones hu buy those local magazines to find posters of dem 2 put up..
they r de ones hu stay up all nite votin 4 dem..
juz look a out dear math's add...taufik-addict!
wat a perfect example...haha...sorry math!
she's prolly gonna force me 2 tk tt out..lol
n i juz realised tt sharmin taj really was ytss prom quueeennn!!!
okie!!tt's news...:)
tt's it 4 nw...will be back soon..;)

ma prob?

2006-06-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

lemme try 2 find out wat exactly is ma prob?
y m i constanly grumbling these days?
oh..oh..i noe..i noe..maybe its cuz ma net juz had a virus attack..?!
maybe its cuz its de last wk of hols?!
or maybe it cuz de 1st wk of sch is mid yrs?!
which assholes give hols b4 exams ah?!
aiyo!!de whole meaning 4 de word hols is screwed these days!

erm..lately i m being bulied quite a bit as well..
m i really tt bullyable?or maybe its juz tt i really m quite sarcastic?
jacking has opened up a whole new world 4 me..
haha..sumtimes 2 ma advantage n sumtimes nt!
lol...yesterday...engoland vs sweden..heard owen gt subed barely
2 mins aft de match started..eversince de world cup started..
i spend atlaest 2 hrs a day listening 2 guys tok n argue bt it..!
n their xcuse?its cums once every 4 yrs onli la..haha
actualli it has taught me sum stuff bt de sport..n i do watch matches once in
a while!quite shocking 4 me..haha
i enjoy it as well...surprisingly..
n i m constantly amused by hw much guys r drawn 2 it..
but i tahan their rantings cuz its worth it!
n dey sooo excited bt it..haha...
n of cuz...wat makes it all worthwhile!
duh!de hot hot players!
lampard...christiano..whoa!
beckham(yesh!he's quite hot la)
oh..n math told me tt lampard has a 30 yr old gf..
guess he's faithfully kepin up wif de trends..
younger men dating older women!wateva!!haha...
hu gives a damn hw old she is?
a heartbreak's still a heartbreak..

i've been quite happy n carefree lately..
mzybe cuz..i haven really tot bt ma studies yet..
n ma mom's eagerly waitin 4 ma results summore!
*slaps forehead*
haiz..miss shopping!de best destressing agent eva!
guys:believe it!
oh..n i might cut ma hair..real real real short!
like really short..i need a change rmb?haha..
tts it 4 nw..will be back soon...;)

grp study

2006-06-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

omg!ma mom say a pic of me n sarath..n started
questioning me!aiyo....cant a guy n girl pose together for pics aso?
haiz...i m certainly lost 4 words in ma hsehold..haha

aniwae...today was mainly grp studying wif rani at macs..
lol...managed 2 finish summation..quite gd 4 me..haha
muz do de tutorial tonite..haha
edgar called n we toked crap 4 a while..haha
we actualli did sum gd quiet wk!
tried contacting tuition teacher...
but he is'nt picking up!haiz...so i cudden..
lol...but i still went 2 yew tee 2 ma aunt's place..
she juz bought a new hse...den later met math beside de mrt..lol
was quite kewl 2 meet her at yew tee of all places..
haha....n ma cuz's isssss soooo cuuutee!!
haiz...shud hv bought ma cam!lol...so every1 cld hv seen him..haha
gtg go mug nw...hopefully 4 once i will!haha
tts it 4 nw....will b back soon..;)

saturday!

2006-06-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

sat was basically a disaster...was supposed 2 go 4 kids read..
saadhana tuition..maths tuition..pw interview..
all these stuff was clashin..
inde end all we did was 2 go meet sarath n eat prawn mee..
den..go meet marc n keeran n prash 2 go play pool..
den met edgar 2 tok husband of de hen story!
haha...wat a disaster..lolx..
came back 2 pav's hse packed ma stuff n ciaoed hme!
lolx..but de pool part was fun!
made frens with keeran..
n improved ma pool skills!
tt's it 4 nw...will b back soon..;)

pri sch outing..:D

2006-06-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo!!!hw kewl is it 2 go 4 a pri sch gathering wen u r almost 17?!
haha....yup yup..tts wat i did..i mean 3 of us..pav,rani n i..
still remain best frens..other than tt we r still in touch wif ppl like
nanthini n nisha n sathya(de last 2 cudden mk it)...vick n 2 of his frens
also dropped by as well as ranjini...haha...nt bad ah...nanthini changed...
quite shocked...or maybe its juz another one of her i m turnin over a
new leaf crap
wah..n surprise..surprise!!
hw tall karnan's bcum n hw plum hameedul's bcum!
haha..hameedul used 2 b mista anti-gurls..but nw he's 4eva out wif
his gf!whoa!!

nt bad nt bad...dey hv all changed 4 de better..sanjeev,nisha n sathya..
whom we r still in youch wif cudden mk it!
quite sad...but nvm..haha
we met up 4 lunch at seoul garden..
had quite sum fun...catchin up wif old frens...later went 2 de arcade..
wen de guys went out 4 a movie!
erm...actualli..basically tts it!
n de amazing part is tt we r still in touch!
but de most wonderful part is de fact tt me,pav n rani still remain best
frens despite de fact tt all of studied in diff
sec schs n diff jc's..
aftall...i juz had a stayover at pav's hse n i m meetin rani 2 grp study!!
muhahaha...i lurve ma frens!!
8 yrs of it n still runnin!
gurls if u readin this..u guys better realise hw much ur freindship is valued..:P
tts it 4 now...will b back soon..;)

slpover

2006-06-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

!omg!
notice pav's ninja turtle pillow pls(e pic!)..haha
lets cum 2 de slpover part...was soo fun..haha
tho i've done it like a milllion times alr at pav's place...
rani was supposed 2 stayover as wwll..
but damn..her uncle la...say she cudden..quite sad..
n we stayed up nights..haha..but i was bein quite mean
to pav by gg 2 slp quit early at 2..haha
den rani came over in de day..
n her mom COINCIDENTALLY decided
2 clean her hse on tt special day wen both me n rani were
over at her hse..wth!!haha
but all in all it was fun la..
den..of cuz..tt nite her mom's speciall prawn sambal
tt i m especially treated 2 everytime i go over..
it was 4 dinner this time n our dear couple rani n clement
dropped by 4 dinner..haha
hu ever tot clement wld cum 2 pav's hse 4 dinner wif her whole family..
den me,ma bro n rani!
we lied tt prakash is our pri sch fren n all..
n shuttin our bro's mouths was quite interesting..
n confusing guru was ven more fun..haha
wah...shiok man..
den..haha..we like sum dumb dumbs..
woke up n haven even brush teeth n tk pics!!hahaha..
wah...was sooo fun!
i wanna say bt ma happnin saturday..but nt under de
slpover section!!haha....in de nxt post den..haha
tts it 4 nw..will b back soon;)

chicken lil!!!

2006-06-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

Chicken Little Advertisement

wah.....ma fav!!chicken lil!!
its sooo adorable n cute!!
hmm....hope vin doesen get de wrong idea..but..hey..
he noes hw much i like chicken lil..haha..
so..guess its quite okie aftall..haha

blogging as a whole

2006-06-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

haha..i haven been studyin anithing at all!!!
i m like sooo damn seriously screwed..
one more damn wk of hols n nw oni i m worryin bt stuff like this..
m gonna finish chem bonding..
die die also must..
haha..at this rate..i went over 2 pav's hse 4 stayover summore..haha
aniwae..y i wld like 2 comment on bloggin as a whole is cuz i wld like 2
commend on ma sch alumni member jaga's blog!!
gosh...his eng is like sooo chim ah..
n he blogs abt current issues as well..its one of de best blogs i've read so far..
but de really really sad thing is tt a lotta ppl hv decided 2 copy
his style of writing n commenting..
ridiculous..n suddenly..every blog i read is a lot like his...
but all of theirs sound like pure class shit compared 2 his..haha
haha..i shd go tell him one day tt i m praisin him soo much!!lolx..
de fella will prolly grow a million heads..on ma nxt post i will go put up all
of pav's stayover pics..wah..was sooooo fun!!haha..
tts it 4 n..will be back soon..;)

me!!!

2006-06-18T15:35:00.001+08:00

haha...ma first post 4 this wonderful blog..lolx.. ma second blog 2 be exact.. i m still wonderin whether 2 blog.. but hey..juz give it a shot la..haha hopefully can keep it updated.. damn..it wld b a pity if i cudden.. n i luv this skin.. de green n de black..wat a clash yar!!
oh..n tts me 4 ur info..haha..
lookin dazed in espirit dressin rm..
haha..tts it 4 nw..will b back soon;)